Who I Was When I was With Him
3 years ago today I filed for divorce from him. I look back and realize it was the BEST decision I have ever made in my life. And as I look back I realize who I used to be when I was with him. I was a horrible person. Because I was not happy I was not a very good person. I was VERY materialistic. I was someone who wanted all the nice things. designer clothes, handbags, and shoes, a fancy car, and going out to fancy dinners and nice places. I wanted to show off too. I would post all of this on social media so others could see it. I would also post things on social media as if we were the perfect couple. Little did people know that it was actually the total opposite. There were many instances of infidelity. I was not told I was beautiful. I was not given any attention. Because of the infidelity there wasn't any trust and there was insecurities on my end. There wasn't any romance at all. I wasn't his number one in life. It was more like I was his number ten, maybe even fift